May 2010
54 posts
I keep tripping
Broken; I always will be
All I am is tumbling downhill
It’s up to me to make or break what we’ve got going on ;
I don’t know if I won’t run away
Your love is the most surprising of all; I hope you don’t cause me to fall; that would crush me horribly; your love will make or break my misery
Today is a new pants kinda day.
I’m more confused then I let on
Finding him is finding what’s missing
Who is he?
I won’t know til I find him
But until I find out
I’d love to play the game with you
Who knows maybe
This time it’ll be true
Cleaning out my closet
So many skeletons I never wanted to show anyone
My love for you is jus begun,
Still just hinting at a crush,
I see it in your eyes
Again i found him.
Part of healing
Healing is more difficult then I imagined
This is so fucking hard.
Fuck.
Just jammin’ (: on my pursuit to happiness
The healing is beginning, the crash strikes me down. I am humbled.
I am a worn out thread of silk that begins to fade away.
Accepting that I’m dying.
Now more then ever, she’s skin and bones with chemical blood.
Brain melt; don’t get fucked up on a school night.
I’ll always bite off more then I can chew
And never regret the consequences.
I missed the first bus out of town;
If only I knew it was gonna turn around.
Mom’s the word
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HOW'D YOU GET SO AWESOME?
years of training under the tutelage of master roshi the turtle hermit
what
Attraction is in the air, it’s everywhere.
What a state they’ve left me in; fluttery and smiling, face red as can be
Distance is never on my side
Everyone please, remain calm, don’t panic, hope has arrived!! (for very affordable prices!)
I go for boys who are too fucked up to fuck me up; boys who don’t help me as I destroy myself. Boys who will break with me. I just need someone to die with, it gets awful lonely.
So sick of being tired, so tired of being sick.
Let’s moan;
Get stoned
Stuck on the middle.
Two lives;
What I’m supposed to do
What I was made to do.
I can’t say what’s right anymore
When this feels so pure.
Better then your hinting kiss
I get all the love I need
All the bliss
From this.
At the cross road of ‘right’ and what feels right
Green Lantern; loses his power around yellow. LAST TIME I CHECKED, YELLOW WAS A COMPONENT OF GREEN.
Things I Miss
being able to go outside without showering
running in the rain in just underwear
friends who move away
not worrying about the future
gold fish crackers
mainical rage podcast ):
Collected the dreams of children to buy a chocolate chip muffin.
I <3.14 you. And remember, pi goes on forever.
Ignavus Cupiditis syndrome - big words to describe how I am lazy and also a liar.
“Inspiration is that state in which mind and heart are gay for each other.”
Hooked up my twitter to my tumblr so I can twimblr while I tutter
I play hard to get with tomorrow as not to seem so fucking desperate
Life is like a cigarette. Full of shit, addictive and slowly burning away. Everybody wants kills.
The nightmares seem to have passed;
Now to deal with the reality of waking up.
Today I downloaded the tumblr app.
“It’s pretty weird us running into him,” I say to Gack, walking back...”
– Nic Sheff, Tweak, pg. 50
You know before you know
What are you doing?
Gonna die either way.
Soul guider
Stayed behind
Helps everyone through this stage
He always ends up alone.
He has faith it’s better here;
Faith this world will show him great things
He just hasn’t gotten there yet.
He doesn’t know how wrong he is.
The more beautiful they seem, the less they know
and vice versa
Everyone knows they know more then they know
