he doesn't make me happy anymore
idk what to do he’s always freaking out and angry and i’m just trying to enjoy my life. i can’t deal with anger and frustration and not thinking forever. if this continues i really don’t know what to do, whenever i try to help he just gets mad and tells me to go away and i just end up crying.
figures on my birthday i’d be the one to out party everyone, then after giving up and being slightly disappointed by my friends turns out they found more drugs without me. next birthday, i need more drugs… for maximum enjoyment and not as much sad.
it's my birthday
He who cannot change the fabric of his thought will never be able to change...– Anwar Sadat (via heartmindspirit)
Our bodies are prisons for our souls, Our skin and blood the iron bars of confinement, But fear not, all flesh decays, Death turns all to ash, And thus, Death frees every soul
My boyfriends not a junkie blues
I love my boyfriend & needles in my arm I stick them there But somehow he gets harmed Just wanna shoot up Wanna cook n jab n soar It’s never enough But he says no more It’s my birthday Just wanna get high He says not in his house Says it’s not gonna fly Well I’ll do what I want Even if I have to go Maybe he’ll stop me Maybe he’ll still say no Wanna jack up...
Kitty cat blues
Kitty whered you go All i saw was snow I came to and you were gone So I thought I’d write this song Kitty come back to me Not even a trace that I can see You’re white and smell Like my favorite part of hell There’s blood on my arm I don’t consider it harmed Everywhere I’m numb Just stopped being dumb Smart enough to think How I could use a drink My kitty is gone And...