April 2011
96 posts
he doesn't make me happy anymore
idk what to do he’s always freaking out and angry and i’m just trying to enjoy my life. i can’t deal with anger and frustration and not thinking forever. if this continues i really don’t know what to do, whenever i try to help he just gets mad and tells me to go away and i just end up crying.
figures on my birthday i’d be the one to out party everyone, then after giving up and being slightly disappointed by my friends turns out they found more drugs without me. next birthday, i need more drugs… for maximum enjoyment and not as much sad.
it's my birthday
woo 18
“He who cannot change the fabric of his thought will never be able to change...”
– Anwar Sadat (via heartmindspirit)
Our bodies are prisons for our souls,
Our skin and blood the iron bars of confinement,
But fear not, all flesh decays,
Death turns all to ash,
And thus,
Death frees every soul
My boyfriends not a junkie blues
I love my boyfriend &
needles in my arm
I stick them there
But somehow he gets harmed
Just wanna shoot up
Wanna cook n jab n soar
It’s never enough
But he says no more
It’s my birthday
Just wanna get high
He says not in his house
Says it’s not gonna fly
Well I’ll do what I want
Even if I have to go
Maybe he’ll stop me
Maybe he’ll still say no
Wanna jack up...
Kitty cat blues
Kitty whered you go
All i saw was snow
I came to and you were gone
So I thought I’d write this song
Kitty come back to me
Not even a trace that I can see
You’re white and smell
Like my favorite part of hell
There’s blood on my arm
I don’t consider it harmed
Everywhere I’m numb
Just stopped being dumb
Smart enough to think
How I could use a drink
My kitty is gone
And...
